I'm still trying to get a handle on this. Some days are harder than others.
Normally, people learn to deal with the experience of death from childhood on and to develop on how to accept it as they mature.
However, for this JW born-in, I never had the normal view of my own death because Armageddon was supposed to be here before I reach adulthood. Now I'm pushing 50 and my mortality is rearing its ugly head in front of me.
The way I'm handling it now is by cherishing the life of my young son and teaching him all the good things I know. Somehow of a condolence, I know I will live on through him..........
Alligator Wisdom (aka Brother NOT Exerting Vigorously)